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I feel like smashing someone's roads.
The past is weighing now loads.
I die within in still silence
Amplifying in me the violence.

Forgive me my dear mirror
You will see all with horror.
I wish I could wake up sane.
I sleep now with nothing but pain.

I broke my neurons' bones
Calling you by the telephone,
Dragging so much load, I fall,
Waiting a lifetime for your call.