Nothing

Trails of tears fall to the ground,
Letter typed as math unwinds,
The only time when feeling down
Is when two soul-mates unbind.

Rainbows wash the sky in colors,
Reality gets blurred in my eyes
That get filled with horrors
Nothing really sighs and dies! 

The safe

Fingers cut through the cloudy fog
Something's  making me drag along.
All my years have passed... isolation,
Let me not drift into temptation.

Tired of asking the same questions
Every deleted memory creates tension
I should make peace with myself
Open up to the only world I kept safe.

Lucky me

I may have been unlucky to get this disease.
I'm afraid my mom should live with it too.
And there are things I have to live with
As hideous may it seem this truth.

I am lucky for the job I have,
I am lucky I can be of help
For close ones and for the rest,
I am lucky to be myself.

Latest last mood

Unfinished book of poems
Cannot escape time's rodents.
Self-mending broken hearts
Assemble from spare parts.

Lately I've been no one else,
Trying to distinguish from the rest.
Excuse me if I may seem rude
It's just a passing phase or mood. 

Come to mind

Please don't mind
If I make some errors,
Lively tags to my heart
Of a past in terror.

Hell seems the escape
To a self-doomed one.
Even if I feel raped
I'm certain it's all gone.

Fear, in what has been,
Fear of pain beyond words,
Jailbreak isn't for the weak
If the inflicted one hurts.

My dear love

My dear love I wait for your touch
As I'm waiting for a naked lunch.
Free poems fill the books at present
Letters are black, white or just absent.

Let your soul open after the weekend
Because there's nothing wrong with this trend.
Feeling like a stone at the bottom of a river
You keep dragging on towards me with fever.

Psychosis

What does it take

To melt a snow flake?

The shortest path

Is to do the math.

Friends are lonely lovers

Waiting on their lucky clover.

Pain awaits around the corner

So we remain silent mourners.

Les invalides' apses

Having only one hand
To dip it in the sand
I want you to see
For the first time the sea.

You were blind from the start
And it breaks my heart
I light your rear synapses
All are a few lapses. 
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Necenzurat

Ceaiul verde imi macina creierul
Si apoi incep sa cand ca greierul
Frunza verde ceai de ora cinci
Alergatul in iad descult de opinci.

Frige lemnul incins de mor
As vrea sa te am in dormitor
Tradatorul asculta barfa
Iar ea fuge precum tarfa.

Lit in the streets

Lit by my desire to self-destruct,
I was the one who passed,

Falling down a hill too abrupt,
Away into the distant past.

You took care of me
By keeping others away,
But you couldn't save me
From myself along the way.

Heavy load

I so very happy

I got a reason to live

I used to be sappy

Now I got reasons to live.

When I thought the road

was over

I got a rover

For my heavy load.

Last stop

I caved in on myself last night.
I gave up without a fight,
but no matter how hard you try
I shall always take my side.

When you think about it now,
Everything we've done
it's already gone.
To a delicate soul like ours
A second of fun
Is like hours.

The longing

They dissaprove of my self induced trance.
Little did they know that I loved once

My mother hopes in elation
I'll meet her expectations

My soul is trying to escape
This self harm or rape,
The abuse I swore
Won't get me torn.

Find the time!

Thinking of you all the time
I lost my mind
and the track of time
Were you yourself all this time....

...or did I think of someone I can't find.

Will you be this kind
To give me some glue to bind
the pieces of my heart and mind.

Group photograph

Stii ca nu e deranj
Cand ai in cap melanj.
When it's monday
I cry for my baby.

Stii ca "tristesse oblige"
Cand ai prea multe griji.
I'm not always morose
But when I am, I pose.

The crane

 If I had a final wish
I would want to be sane
To live like the fish
High as a crane.

Red dirty socks fending
My love for you is pending
Prick moves further along
Growing long and strong.

Start all over again

Here, in this dusty old room,
Lives a lonely groom.
Rest assured he's broken
His heart is now colder.

Feelings of self harm
Arise now and then.
If he still had a heart
He'd start all over again.

He's been abused years ago
So now he's a firestarter.
Blood and drugs flow
To his heart since the slaughter.

noua

Si ploua si ploua
La spitalul noua
Peste sufletele noastre doua.

Star Trek

Privirea-ti blanda
Nu trimite la osanda,
Ci vrea sa ascunda
O vointa fecunda.

Visand cu al meu pantec
Ochii-ti plini de farmec
Parca spun un cantec
Ori un film ca Star Trek.

Regula 4

Daca o sa am noroc
O sa trec si de varsta de foc
Si o sa impusc dintr-un foc
Doua depresii cu acest rock.

Povara ce-o duci merita atentie
Stiu ca te afli in propria detentie
E important sa inveti o lectie
Si sa scapi de aceasta infectie.

Present

Fresh morning again
Free of the burden and pain
For nearly six years
I've been crying tears.

Let the fire be lit
Let the present sit
Past is well gone
Let's have some fun.

Hultanul

Sunt de ieri rupt
In engleza broken
Din câte vezi lupt
Mi se rupe de lunga.

Am curaj cu carul
Nu îmi spui ce sa fac
Valorez mai mult ca dolarul
Fundul tau e cu sac.

In sine

Vad întunecat
Dar am agonisit
Si am învățat
Pisica a goni, zat!

Frica apare când
Ma las plapand
Lupta pentru tine
Frumos in sine.

Noaptea plopilor

Vino noapte, cazi!
Peste plopii fazi.
Alergic la puf
Vars acum naduf.

Vino noapte, cazi!
Peste plopii verzi
Vino noapte azi
Cand zorii-i vezi!

Vino noapte odata!
De visez la vreo fata
Imi curge o secretie
La o prima inspectie.

Vino noapte azi
Plopii-s pe aragaz.
Ei se leagana-n vant
Hai inalta-ma frant!

Vino noapte, cazi
Poarta-ma somnul azi
Dorm ca un peste
Ca nu mai iubeste.
 
Noaptea plopilor
Ziua mortilor
Noaptea ploilor de vara
In curand are sa moara.

Prietenul tau

Prietenul tau e un dobitoc
Sunt destui d-astia pe stoc.
Nici nu stiu cum sa-ti zic,
Prietenul tau e un tampit!

Mai am un singur dor acum
Chiar de m-am oprit din drum
Si am inceput sa ma consum
Am baterii pentru inca un drum.

Hanging with doubt

Hanging on the past
The past is hanging on me
So I hang from the post
I hang from me like gravity.

I don't think I can go on
Nothing is left now
If love is gone
Wait, I'm in doubt.
 

"Epopeea continua"

Pana acum sunt pe locul doi

Ca intotdeauna nu-s de soi...

Imi vreau sufletul inapoi..

A fost tarat prin prea multe ploi.

Cateodata imi vine sa sparg ceva

Si tot eu sunt cel ce da de belea.

Se zice ca asa cum traim iubirea

Asa ne negociem inapoi toata firea.

Prietenii mei nu ma recunosc

Cea la care visez ma ia de prost.

As scrie ceva incurajator

Dar inc-astept la semafor.

Naduf

Oare voi reusi vreodata
Sa te intorc mai fata
Din drumul tau alene
Noaptea peste gene.

Sensibilitatea mea e nula,
Nu ai vrut decat o pula.
Tot ce sunt eu este nul
Si pe tine te doare-n cur.

Valjean

I have to say
You're quite the pray
But I'm gay
So it's not your day.

Listen to Jean Valjean
He's the man
When it's hot outside
He's cold inside.

 

Wide awake

It's a fight I must win
And only if I could sleep.
I would dream
Of all these wasted years.

Late night I'm still
I wait for the pill
To kick in and kill
All that I now feel

Wait for me

Wait for me 

My dear

Free

Of fee.

Let your hands down

Don't frown

Don't be gone

Wait for the pun.

Last summer

Oh well it looks like
I should take by bike
Out for a ride
In the night.

Oh well it's chilly again
It's summer and no chance of rain
I'm here all alone
Waiting in vain for your call.

sleep

I'm tired as shit
But still can't get no sleep
In a hole in the ground
Is where I'll be found.

Lust is like hunger
Love lasts longer
When coming back
You miss the actual track.

Nobody reads this

I fall in love everytime
The tears pour out of the glass
When I think of suicide
I'm as worthless as our past.

Thirsty again for alcohol
I see you with the evening call
Your once empty hole
Are now full of hope.

Broken down

Get away from me english
Is there anything you wish?
Pretty blonde hair
We would make such a pair.

But you don't read me
Would you fit me?
You don't know me
We've been pinned

The film is there with you
But you don't know the truth
You are the idea of perfection
Which broke under a close inspection.

Failure

Glossy gray stuff underneath
Are you sure I'm just a myth
Pain is nothing new for me
Abuse is past so how do you plead?

Blood drops are falling through cracks
Letters are getting wet on their tracks
When you listen do you hear
That the Moon is getting near?

Lonely lover

See through th virtual fame
There's no one you can blame
Rest assured there's heaven
But not before eleven.

Fresh to drink again
I was sinking in the pain
My guilt was taking over
The only lonely lover.

Give

Give me freedom
Over my tombstone
Rush into this shit
Falling into the pit.

Give me shame
Give me death
Give me wealth
Give me pain.

...or die

Listen to the law
Don't even move your jaw
Listen to what they say
Anytime but not today.

Pistacho for dinner
Will help you get thinner
At the precise time
You will finally dine...

Poate am sarit calul

Poate am sarit calul
Poate ca m-a luat valul
Nu am nevoie de guma
La versurile pentru Luna.

Ioana

You are beautiful and shy
Like the light in night-time
I'll give you all of my love,
The rhyme of no word.

You make something
From nothing.
I'm the creator
Of a perfect traitor.

De Paste

Frumoasa primavara
Ne trage acum afara
Sa ne uscam lacrimile
Ce ne-au udat patimile.

Fara impacare
in Duminica mare
Sarbatorile pascale
Nu dau doua parale.

Me and you

What about the music
You aren't prepared to lose it
You are good,
This is the truth
Though it seems to elude..
                                    You!

What about the math
What about your path
Don't throw them away
I want to hear you say:
                             Not yet!

Pick me

One that does not know me
May say I got two fighting selfs
But this is wrong since
There is peace where they dwell.

Leave me my guitar and a pick
And I'll be all day sick.
I'll show you a trick
And a new lick.

Rest

Listen to me
After you feel!
Don't listen
To their reason.

Don't stress
There is no test
You are the best
Nothing comes to rest.

Parenting

I'll stop for a minute
Recollect the music in my spirit,
Listen very hard
To every beat in my heart.

For all of you parents
Don't be shy with your offspring
Tell them the truth
Do you love them too?

Night flight

I shall go ahead and forfeit
The flame has been lit
There is no fight
Without a flight.

I may have been weak
I may have reached my peak
Turn the page again
Let it all be washed by rain.

Or maybe not?

I just realized that it
Isn't any other than me
The one that writes the poetry
Of a lonely being.

Now I wake up with you
And I go to sleep with me
When the pills kick in
I ask what is the truth?

Pana de idei si rana la cauciuc

Incerc sa ma ridic,
Dar nu pot asa din nimic
Si parca tu iti permiti
Sa ma cauti la dinti.

Nu am timp de nimic
Iar tu ai sa ramai pitic.
Totul ramane in trecut
Si am terminat de cusut.

La cules

N-am prieteni si nici copii,
Raman dator cu 10 mii.
Prietenii trebuie sa-i fac
Daca nu m-au facut ei deja.

Parintii nu pot sa-i fac ca pe rime
Fiindca ei m-au facut pe mine,
Dar pot sa culeg artificii de pe cer
In timp ce altii stelele le cer.
 

Numai cum

Esti mai frumoasa imbracata
Nu vreau sa o luam de la capat
Dar va trebui, draga mea fata
Sa incepem totul inca o data.

Toate bune si frumoase cand uite
Cineva te vede imbracandu-te.
In mijlocul actului suprem
Aud numai cum zanele gem.

Low

My soul mate is dead by now
So why bother to find her now?
Instead of searching I will wait
And try not to take the bait.

Your breasts are so perfectly round
Your innocent body is what I found.
Fear not the genius that's in love
He will not go with the flow.

Goi

As vrea acum cuvinte noi

Sa cada din plopii goi

Sa rămânem doar noi doi

Te-am găsit in umerii Moi.

Oare ce mai faci tu acum

Când totu-i numai fum

Dero peste suflet e ca

Cel ce îți muta mecla

State of mind

I'm expecting a lot of joy.
I don't have any choice,
But to wipe my tears off
And start to laugh.

Ranile vesnice

Vad sangele cum curge
Si cred ca imi ajunge.
Vad lumea prin rana
Pe care mi-a facut-o vina.


Vad ca trecutul e mort
Nu mai e decat un decor.
Insa viitorul se implanta
Acum in fiecare tampla.

Pristine

There is no connection
Under a short inspection.
Future is coming fast
Covering the bleeding past.

Bring me the screwdriver
I'll pretend to be MacGyver.
I forgot to turn me off
When I started to laugh.

Future events lie ahead
Bleeding past is getting red.
Look beneath the skies
Not everyone dies.
 

Oh me and you

List your ideas here
And try to dry your tears.
I want to find faith
Will this ever end?

Grayish days pass by
Until I finally die.
List your friends here
Ask them to dry our tears.

Poezia mea

Nu inteleg de ce
Gheata nu-i rece.
De ce viata trece
Fara ca mie sa-mi pese.

As vrea ca maine sa rezolv
Problema careia ii dau ocol
Oare voi mai avea acea idee
Care-i mai frumoasa ca o femeie?