Optimism

Universul se sfarseste
Spune cel ce ne iubeste
O sa vars lacrimi orbeste
Cat sa-nec un peste.

Am adunat durere
Atata amar de vreme
In sfarsit e momentul
Sa rad ca dementul.

Frica ma insoteste
Precum cel ce te iubeste.
Voi dresa cu o sfoara
Pe cea ce ma omoara.

Intuneric

Mi-a zis ca nu sunt suficient de bun
Dar pentru asta nu o sa ma razbun
Mintea mea e capabila sa infrunte
Greutatile ce stau agatate de punte.

Actul tau artistic te ridica in slava
Chiar daca nu esti un om de isprava.
Focul langa care te-ai adapostit
Cu limbile lui adevarul mi-a soptit.

Message in a bottle

I sometimes wake up
In the middle of the night
Hoping the dream to be true
That I'll get a message from you.

I swear we will meet one day.
Fear is the price I have to pay.
'til then here's a message in a bottle
I swear I'm gonna be your lover!
 

Drift episodic

De obicei cand scriu o poezie
Nu am bani de spalatorie.
Scriu pe genunchii
Infipti in adidasi Nike.

Nimic nu mai are sfarsit
Just a little bit of shit.
Am inceput sa nu-mi mai pese
Decat daca mananc intre mese.

Mathematical exclusion

I am crying inside
Because I need to hide.
Little princess clings
To all her things.

Fly away my precious
It hurts to break us
Nothing is perfect
Acknowledge the defect.

We should exclude observation!
From our experimentation
This had been the most exquisite
Period after my soul exited.
 

Sinking in

I ain't gonna letcha'
Sink into dementia
I don't care anymore
What are these sundays for?

I ain't gonna letcha',
I'm gonna catcha'!
After they named us
We became famous.

Don't

Here in my study
I fear nothing
But my boddy...

Giving me up
Like a coffee cup,
Adrenaline bump.

Traps I find within.
I retreat in the pit
And I hit and hit...

I'm hit low
Don't want to grow
For days in a row.

Dar nu

Oficial sunt poet
Ma dezgrop din namet
Si scriu cate un sonet,
Dar nu-n acest moment.

Lipsa ta imi provoaca 
Teama sacra,
De Luna si de facla,
Dar nu-n aceasta seara.

Poza

Experiment mental,
Teoretic, e banal.
Cu dreapta si stanga
Imi tin punga.

Obrazul imi crapa de frig
Cu degetele mintea ti-o ating.
Trimite-mi o poza dezbracata
Dar sa nu fie trucata!

Fata mea

Fata mea-i durdulie
Iar eu am un inceput de chelie.
Fata mea-i manechin
Dar eu sunt un pic mai plin.

Fata mea e dintre cele mai cele
Si danseaza pe manele.
Fata mea-i numai una
Cand face pe nebuna.
 

Rise and shine

M-am trezit pe nemancate
Scriu o poezie pe apucate
Caci acum sunt mai sentimental
Desi prefer sa nu fiu asa matinal.

Frigul ma cuprinde pe neasteptate
Precum grija purtata de frate
Haina celor ce acum sunt in viata
Maine va fi a celor  fara povata.

Linistea in care dormi

Linistea in care dormi
Vantul care bate-n plopi
Mirosul buchetului de flori
Imi dau voie acum sa mor.

Frica nu intra in piele
Cum intra caria-n masele.
Azi mosu vinde nuiele,
Iar tata... curele.

Tarmuri alpine

Linistea doare
Atat de tare
Incat aud cum roci
Imi soptesc voci.

Printesa a iesit la geam
Din priviri o sorbeam
Rima mai frumoasa ca tine
Nu gasesti pe tarmurile alpine.

Zurich postdoc

Tripping with novacaine
Keeps you right and sane.
Chris dear I'll come for you
Obsesession is my mood.

I know right from left
I know why you left
I know fear from courage
I know postdoc from college.

Lipsa ta

Lipsa ta e buna
Mica mea nebuna
Insa te voi vedea
Fara nici o betea.

Frunze au inviat din pamant
Acolo unde au plutit din crang
Ca ele tineretea-i efemera curand,
Like-uri la femei frumoase dand.

seful

Am plecat de acasa gol
Am alergat un maraton
Ma urasti stiu ca ma urasti
Dar eu am acum casti
Nimeni nu e ca seful
Asa rotund ca greful
Iubesc puterea mea
Eu plec acum pe sosea
Si poate ca intr-o zi
Ne vom reintalni

Apa din ochi

Furia mea nu se revarsa

Iar mie nu-mi va mai pasa

Si te voi musca ca un caine

Caruia i-ai dat o bucata de paine.

M-ai jucat pe degete

Si-am facut dragoste pe lespede

Durerea a trecut repede

Iar acum sunt numai secete.

Autoritate

Mi-ai spus bine bine ai venit
Si m-ai crezut tampit
Te miri de ce esti stresat cretine
De fapt tu ma stresezi pe mine.

Sugi pula fraiere acum si maine!
Am si altfel cum sa castig o paine.
Rolul tau draga sefule
E sa imparti lefurile.
 

Out

Sometimes I need to go back
To where I lost my track
To where anything was simple
Like a smiling dimple
Where I could write and drive
Without having to hide
When all was easy
When I could go out eating.

Chriss

What are you doing miss?
Is your name still Chriss?
Your reputation precedes you
I heard nothing but good.

I'm very happy right now!
It's something I must allow.
No other being can feel this
So tell me if you're still Chriss?

Tumult

Nu este suficient ca-ti fac pe plac
Facand lucruri care nu-mi plac?
Vulpea ta nu mai are coada
Fiindca s-a luat cu mine la sfada.


M-am luat cu alea-alea
Si am coborat valea.

Fericirea mea nu depinde de nimic

Si asta e suficient cat sa ma ridic.

You

The day I will lose all the passwords
Will be the day I can't find my words
Cause describing you
Is like finding the truth.

I got the key to your heart
I got all and a head start
I don't need nothing more
Than what are you asking for.

Flowing juices

Since you left me dear friend
I feel that everyday is the end:
Gotta do the best I can today
Or it will forever rain with pain.

But I got the situation under control:
I'm expecting happy  days and more.
If life has not given all the best
I will take from her all the rest!

Why?

I'm dragging my bones around.
I'll win and I'll be safe and sound.
Nose blood drops fall to the ground,
Though I wish my heart would pound.

I will feel better and better!
Why is your skin made from leather?
Why do you want me dead?
Why do you walk me to bed?

Piss off mind

Grayish like matter
Doesn't matter.
Little by little
Turns into lither.

The road is long
You got to be strong
Playing ping-pong
With every sung song.

Bitter beer tastes
Like fish bait.

I feel free
After I've peed.

Grea

Mi-am facut curaj
Am dat din penaj
Si acum esti a mea
O povara mult prea...

Frica nu te invata
Sa faci poverii fata.
Cand tu esti acolo
Eu sunt dincolo.

Este frig afara
Si te aud spunand
Cuvinte de ocara
Pe mine-s stapan.

Whom you lost

Why are you my friend
Seeing something in this end
It is going to be yours and only
Can't you hear Death calling?

Second stanza and way more
Don't buy what you can't pay for
Don't tell me what to do,
Whatever you think, it's only true for you.


So don't say to me a sound
you're only fooling around
I'll show you who's the boss
I'll show you whom you lost.

Preacher

If I could show you what's inside
It would be a hell of a ride!
You know depression gets worse
When you don't use Morse.
 
Fight for nobody else
Then your self
And when you reach
The end, start to preach.

Elavated mood and fighting..
When inside you're dying.
 Never give up, do it for the team  


When there's still more to be seen

Continuare

S-a dus si inspiratia
Ce ne procura creatia
Caci ea vine cu ratia
Ca revolutia.

Daca as fi mai sigur
Nu cu mult doar cu un picur
Am forta de a continua
Cand totul ajunge la curea.

Sinapse

Revin din trecut
Cand totul a trecut.
Recursiv ma-nec
In cele ce trec.

Muzica mea poetica
Rima mea sinaptica
Ecuatia practica
Intoarcerea pragmatica.

As sta sa le scriu
Ca-mi stau pe chipiu
Simt vibratii-n sicriu
Bati ori sunt viu?

Rap,Trop-Rock

Imi voi face curaj
Sa apas pe demaraj.
Sar din dala in dala de pavaj,
Imi gasesc conexiuni pe placaj.

Sa gasim greseala,
Ce mare scofala.
Ideea ta e geniala
Pacat ca-i anuala.

Falling asleep

I already feel worthless
But that's ok with me
I always felt worthless
Since you left me.

I feel rather dizzy,
I'm numb like a nail
When I am busy
Going through my mail.


I have to repeat myself
That all will be alright,
I have to keep me safe
And drift into the night.

Sunt pozitiv

Nu o sa mai cad din nou

Imi imaginez ca am iesit din ou

La lumina soarelui cel nou,

Am stat pana acum inchis ca un bou.

Nu vreau sa mai cad

Nu vreau sa mai simt acel iad

Vreau sa fiu impacat

Vreau sa ies din acest rahat.

Writing a thesis

I am recursively feeling nonsense
Maybe nature has no defense
Maybe infinity arises recursively
Maybe will use that extensively.

I drink this tasty juice that you give
You my girl will never leave!
My head explodes quietly
With no sense of priority.

Loads of corpse

Am I numb without lithium
Or great things went trivial?
My friends are out bowling
And I'm more and more lonely.

Is it something I haven't provide for
Or why are you asking for more?
I'm a corpse with no tag
Like a piece of cloth I sag.

RIP

I used to listen to my parents
But now they are little rodents.
They took an irreversible trip
To somewhere it says RIP.

Vino

Am pierdut atat amar de vreme
Tot ce spui tu nu-i decat parere.
As vrea sa te pot vedea
Sa-mi opresti rasuflarea grea.


Ai un loc in inima mea, dar
Nu te tin decat pana la brumar
As vrea ca sufletele marinimoase
Sa nu ajunga ulcele sau oase.

Visez cand voi intalni talente
Ce-mi vor fi drept medicamente.
Sunt des putin cam dus
La shes sau un pic mai sus.

The bullet

I feel like a nobody
Trapped in a body,
But I know you
You aren't a fool.

Let the call to arms
Save from what harms.
I feel like a soul
With an exit hole.

Never leave

I sunk deep within.
Nothing but my sin
Deep inside my skin
Like a voodoo pin.

Now I try to breathe
And I see moon's thief
Me and my belief
Will never leave.

New born's mistake

Free from restraints
We are all but saints.
I can see me playing
At a guitar jamming.

You know it's true
That us including you
We all have been born
that's what we'll die from.

Sunt, deci am fost

Atent cu un ochi la trecut,
Cu altul la viitor,
Fara sa pierd ce m-a durut
In propriul amor
M-as intoarce sa ma duc
in ce-i doar trecator.

Sunt zero si unu
Cu trupul si cu gandu'.
Sunt ce doare mai rau,
Dar nu sunt al tau.
Sunt ce a fost
Mai frumos
Un MS DOS.

 

Seara

Am simtit singuratatea...
Ca un cutit prin linistea grea.
Nu stiu de voi reusi in curand
Sa fiu altceva decat un gand.

Tristetea si vina ma apasa
Si as dormi pana-n seara.
Trecutul e un loc dureros
Precum calcaiul meu ros.

 

My interpretation

GR with QM don't agree
Entangled gray matter
It's just another way to be
Without a mother of a father.

Gradual decay is my life
I got another interpretation
Without the need of a wife
Or the way of observation.

Lipsa ta

Izbucul s-a rupt deodata
Cand am dat de tine fata.
Lupta va fi pe vecie
Pentru ce mi-ai facut mie.

A sosit si vremea razbunarii
Curand iti voi da sangele narii.
Lipsa ta e buna pentru suflet
Cum ampicilina e pentru tuse.

Concursul

M-am gandit sa fac pe carnatul
Deci voi scrie poezia cu piciorul
Si apoi o voi arde la lumanare

De petala florii de spin nu moare.
 

The note on the wall

All that masturbation got me dizzy
That's why all of a sudden I feel lazy
Sperm had flew on the walls of my cage
Onto which I stuck a notebook page.

I played that song
on repeat all day long
And its memory stuck
Like the sperm of a fuck. 

Wet sin

I cried my brains right out
I expelled the rain right out.
An animal with failure fear
Caught a sexual disease.

Lack of insight and hysteria
I will probably be here via
A sandstorm in the desert
Of dry and wet regrets.

Gee

I cannot get my hear around it,
But that don't mean I'm stupid.
I remember vividly your heart,
But confusion drowned the spark.

Living is easy now as I consider
The road has to be full of lither,
But the good part is that
I will get to see in the eyes.

Bucharest

Greetings from Bucharest,
The place I can't get no rest,
The time for a change
For a homeless with no change.

Let me get over the wall!
Let me stuck a pin in my doll!
The only thing that's yours
Is the nothingness behind doors.
.

Raiele de pe inima

Inima ma doare
Precum trupul ce moare
Fara o lupta
Sarind in piept ca o lacusta.

Oare tu stii ce inseamna
Sa pierzi totul intr-o toamna
Sa-ti rozi la sange calcaiele
Pana scapi de toate raiele.

Love

I feel like I am between us
Something like interstellar dust.
I waited for someone while in the pit
And you gave me the starting beat.

Since Bobby McGee followed my blog
I've been treating him like a dog.
You see, there are some things in life
For which you don't have to die.

Drumul de sange

Voi scrie si pentru tine atunci,
Caci linistea si alte ganduri
Ma pun in jug la atatea munci,
Cand eu pot sparge scanduri...

Scriu pentru ca mi-e frica,
Iar in fata ochilor tai de balaur,
Ma simt ca o pisica
In fata unei masini cu faruri.

Sleep deprivation

I know you don't read this
I hope I will see what I want
You will get the gist
I want my affect to be blunt.

I will solve this problem
I need to dream
How can I fly when I'm fallen
How can I sleep?

Of me

This voice inside my head
Wants my blood to be red
Things aren't the way they used
After I was abused.

But instead of laughing
Instead of crying
I try to be  someone else
Until there's nothing left.