Ochiul dracului

Luna mai apare cateodata pe cer
Norii zapada si ploaie cern
Pe jos e polei,
Pe sus zeul rotofei
In portofel fara lei
Cerand de la alti zei.

O poveste care se vrea
Fara sfarsit, vina cade grea.
Lins pe bot este motanul
De tot ce-i arata banul.
 

Lumina

Imi refulez dorintele sexuale
Prea tanara fata, intelegi tu
Cum imi resping actele carnale,
Dar nu mai pot sa te refuz!

In curand vei fi doar amintire
Totul ramane confuz in urma
Stiu ca nu ai fost o amagire
 Tu si zambetul tau din umbra!

Major bemol

Mi-ai fost simpatica de la inceput
Dar lucrurile au ramas in trecut
Mi-am refulat multe pana acum
Iar tu m-ai trimis spre alte lumi.

Anul meu a inceput de ieri
Parca vad cat conteaza doua beri
Adapostul meu se surpa
Si nu exista nici o lume de dupa.

Mergand pe mai multe drumuri

Incerc sa te duc pe afara,
Dar miroase a iarna.
Prin padurea inghetata
Trecea singura o fata.

Odata am inghitit o floare,
Odata am deschis inima,
Odata am primit ce moare
In drumul cu actiune minima.

Poezie fizica

Revin pe pamantul de sub picioare.
Lipsit de vise, totul acum moare.
Ploaia sa-nmoaie pamantul,
Sa-mi deschida mormantul!

Tu esti din ce in ce mai retrasa
Sau poate nici ca-ti pasa
Trecutul sau viitorul sunt la fel
Caci ne-am atras nitel.

Young unknown

I could stare at your perfect face
But I don't want to fall into your disgrace
Our roads have split this night forever
What chances do I got to be your lover?

I can't come back to nothing at all
After all I've tried to crawl
But one day, my eyes I'll close
Gone will I be with all my flaws.

Acte refulate

Alas we know each other
Though it's not sufficient
To qualify as my lover
Tomorrow a'll be forgotten.


I pray you'll come back
One day to lift me up
From all this misery
You're young & libertine.

Romgleza

De cand te-am invitat la dans
Am tot fost in suspans
Nu prea imi place trance
Dar nici nu sunt fan Guns'.

Last night we went to sleep
After counting some sheep
We made a leep into your jeep
And you mocked all my poetry.

Living free

Welcome to the dark side
There is nowhere to hide,
We have fortune cookies,
&don't know what a cook is.

Living inside my dungeon
I closed myself like a pigeon
That forgot where the sea is
And she's just one in a series.

Firea mea

Dar tu nu ma observi
si in oala asta ma fierbi
si anii trec usor usor,
dar poate intamplator...

Pasul intai nu e de facut
nici de mine nici de tine

Din mansarda

Parca s-a schimbat ceva in decor
Tineretea sper sa o dorm
Sa las pasarile din mansarda
Sa ajunga la spital de garda.

Ma voi cenzura in continuare
Pana voi simti ca vina moare
Lasand loc fericirii de altadata
Ce-mi adormea mintea beata.

Thoughts of an atom

I know there isn't any god waiting for us
On the other side, where we all go.
I know there isn't any heaven or hell
Cause a particle can also be a wave.

Lespedea

Linistea va veni si ea
Si voi deveni poate o betea
Sunt din nou in puteri
Sa gust din placeri.

Voi ce ma vanati ca pe un soi
De animal blajin
Vreti sa ma vedeti hoit
Calcat de masini.

I simply won't

I won't turn against me,
I won't destroy my creations,
I won't hold in me,
I won't let me down, patience.

I won't forsake my passions,
I won't give in to you,
I won't diminish my rations,
I won't cease to exist too.

Pissed off

I just kissed the sky
You kissed my behind,
I'm not sorry for anything
There's nothing missing.

Afraid of coming straight
You're just lame
And I can't be tamed
You're the one to blame.

The mad scientist

Natura este discreta
Natura este si nu este

Vom reusi sa trecem peste,
Dincolo de creste.

Natura umana ne joaca feste
Natura noastra nu sta in zestre
Am vrut ieri sa trec pe acolo
Altii m-ar considera un pic locco.

Cum a fost 2015

Si iata-ma la sfarsit de an
Nimic nou, nici un fan.
Am incetat sa mai cred
In toate cele care trec.

Si iata-ne la sfarsit de an
A  fost ceva de basm.
O data pentru totdeauna,
Rau sau bun, mi-e totuna.

Never again

Multiple scenarios in a mind
With living dead or that kind
I know my end and how I began
I mistook you for the living kind.

Sip the foam out of the soul
And try your best with your role
It's the only one god had
One of a kind, it's said.

Presupunerea

Acum ca mi-a ramas un ragaz
Voi suna la cei de la gaz
Ii voi ruga s-aprinda focul
Ca ne-am facut ca ghemotocul.

Acum ca vin sarbatorile
Iti voi aduce in sfarsit florile
Lipsesc multe la mine
Dar te rog sa le aduci cu tine.

The Forgiving God

All you've done is forgotten
All you did is on nobody's mind
Who would try to understand
What is now for ever forgotten?

If there is a god he is my friend
If we ever meet
In the streets
Or at my end.

War at night

I'll never treat me as you do
Though I'm inclined to.
My dreams fell to the ground,
I wait for the raindrops to pound.

It may seem unusual
Or maybe purely spiritual
It is something to think about
When I get filled with wrath.
 

Lectii de viata

Dovada faptului ca nu esti pe moarte
E ca ai stat in picioare
Si inca vei mai sta.

Daca nu vrea sa stea
Las-o sa devina o stea
Si o voi devora.

Nu

Nu tranti usa ca se aude in bloc
Nu purta pantofi cu toc
Nu o bate la cap cu scrisori
Nu va fi a ta daca mori.

Nu iesi noaptea in fundul gol
Nu iesi din tine slobod
Nu pica frant pe sol
Nu spune nu de atatea ori.

Gol pusca

Patul e gol,
Gol de detinut...
O patura intr-un colt,
Dar eu sunt mai plinut.

Demersul e gol,
Gol de continut
Si oare cate sorti
Asa s-au trecut?

Never read

I have free will,
I trust only my pill,
I ain't a game of cards,
I am not the kings of hearts...

Things slip away...
Wonder when is today?
What dreams did you avoid
'til you're one with the void?

 

Knowing

I will never let me drown
In my feelings, when down.
I will never let me down
This is what I've found.

Priceless future as it may be
You will soon be my baby,
But you are what I dream of
And I know I want to know love.

Poem Fissure

Lesson to be learned or
Lover to be yearned for;
Two sides of the same coin
Neither sadness, nor joy.


Pain is he healer for the hurt
Relax, you won't turn into dirt.
Still so many interesting issues
Of bridging some rhyme fissures. 

The trip

I drove all day
To take me away
From this war
Of many worlds.

Be yourself when in doubt
All you have to do is shout
And I'll get some understanding
And then we'll continue on rambling.

Calatorind

Vin fiert in colectiv
M-am pedepsit fara motiv
Venim pricajiti din neant
Calatorind cu incetul trabant.

Suntem lipsiti de regrete
Lipsiti de alte secrete
Suntem vii in aceasi barca
Avem de trait o viata, parca.

Fix

Banuiesc ca nu ma pot impaca
Cu nano-monstruletii numiti viermi
Cei ce te scot pentru vecie din pacat
Cei ce nu cunosc suferintele unei ierni.

Banuiesc ca adevarul este undeva departe
Dincolo de viata sau moarte poate
Dar voi fi acum realist
Caci astept sa ma suni pe fix.

Nimeni

Vis pierdut iti cant
Un vers si un gand
Coboara pe pamant
Caci pierd tot regretand.

Scaparea mea e in mine
Ce ciudat suna pe retine
Lunga calatorie din mine
Vad totul numai in rime.

Cenzura abstracta

Trei neuroni se-ntalnira
Intr-un punct de cenzura.
Vrand sa dea din gura,
Au decis sa taca smirna.


Pret de o clipa
Inima-mi statu de frica:
Spaima se-nfiripa
Cand autoritatea se ridica.

That hunger of evolution

I admit when supper was ready
It turned out to be delicious meal
And I didn't need to be on a heading
And now I can decide what is real.

 

Dezinfectant

M-a trecut un gand
Grijile sa le vand
Cuiva cu dare de mana
Si cu inima hapsana.

Ai devenit eroul
Celui care-si cauta ecoul
Intr-o zi de iarna
Ai turnat spirt pe rana.

Lovely creature

Left and right
Hold them tight
Up and down
Nod and frown.

How did I come
Do talk about what's gone
Here's to another year
That passed right by our ears.

Frumusete

Azi un orb va vedea
Dincolo de perdea
Printr-un sunet
Mai tare ca un tunet.


Suntem doi copii
Amandoi vorbim
Unul mai precoce
Altul mai feroce.

Two souls, one rhyme

Look underneath
And turn the heat,
Dance to the beat,
Don't wait a bit,
Do not sit...


My girlfriend's not a cheat,
It's my ego I've got to feed.

This song will be a hit
Makes me wanna scream
In a verse all I feel!

Now all is cheap
Cause we fit,
And once again greet
or meet
One day in the streets...
 

The core

Sleep tight my dear
Until you start to cheer!
My english god
Isn't a sod.

Wake up now in sweat!
Find out you're wet,
Slip inside the dream world
And live with one eye bored.

Inside reflected

I'm tired as hell
Crying for help
I'm a flat tire
And a bad liar.

Less did I know
All of mine in a row
Had been infected
Inside reflected.

Floarea rupta

Acum ar trebui sa spun
Ca pornesc la drum,
Ca tot ce-a fost rau
A cazut intr-un hau.

Situatia este asimetrica
Ficatul meu moare
Sunt cuprins de frica
Ca o rupta floare.

Imperecherea incrucisata

Am simtit vantul curgand
Vidul spatiu ocupand
universul nu a putut sa fie
Un big bang pe hartie.

Lespedea e rece si scartaie
Trebuia sa incep de undeva
Lumea  mea incepe sa biruie,
Sa merg cu adevarat undeva.

Epuizat

Sunt atat de obosit
Inca Luna a poposit
Sunt atat de greu
De trag in jos un curcubeu.

Ma voi izola aici in abstract
Vei trai, cum ai zis, ca un tract.
Astept viata de dupa
Pe care o tot observ in lupa.

Vise

Ma asteapta Vama
De atat timp iarna
Pentru ca vara
Sa inceapa plaja.

La sfarsitul lor
Cand toate mor
Voi triumfa
Nevinovat.

Partea mea buna

Partea mea buna
Partea nevazuta din Luna.
Intr-o lume nebuna de tot
Ma voi deschide atat cat pot.


I don't feel I'm good
But it's just a mood
I starved for food
Inside a closed book.

Pearls of freedom

I'm imperfect from my feet to my head,
Now I'm resting in my soothing bead.
We fight against injustice, as it goes
I seem to have lost my purpose.

I resort to isolation when feeling guilty
And then I think: isn't this a pity?
Do all these things really matter
If they are making me even sadder?

Poveste de-univers

Au trecut trei ani
Mai suntem corelati?
Doua particule libere
Sa-si numere clipele.

Suntem tot ce am vrut sa fim
Cand ne-nchidem noaptea tarziu
Doua lipse intr-una
Privind cum scapara Luna.

Pills don't kill

I couldn't sleep a wink
If I flushed them down the sink
And I don't need a fucking pill
To remember how to chill.

I'm forgetting all about you
Down a dead end
Is where I'll find you.
Accept yourself as your friend.

Life just got worse
Next level or some shit
I just sent a bit to Morse
Love me till I'm fit.

Sometimes routine takes over
Magnesium keeps me up
They bother me like it were not over
You bring them in a cup.

Istoricul fericirii

O vom lua de la capat de cate ori va fi nevoie
Ne vom sui in barca lui Noe
Restul e rutina
Sa nu-ti imputi nici o vina.


Lespedea este moale si scartaie
Ceasul de-un cea tot ticaie
Cainele se asaza credul
La picioarele timpului pendul.

Sani

Pentru un scurt timp
Sanii ti s-au ivit.
Am invatat de la sinus
Ca suntem tot timpul pe minus.

Atunci nu stiam de unde sa te-apuc
Acum linia de plutire e sub papuc.
Am primit semne de sus
Ca sanii tai sunt rotunzi.
 

Strutul

As manca ceva
Dar n-am nici o lovea.
Din vechiul trunchi
Va creste un manunchi.

Ieri mi te-am imaginat
Cum ai fi tu la pat.
Am visat pentru putin
Ce gat lung au strutii.

Orage

This refreshing orange
Smells like cinnamon.
I am an enraged

Tutankhamun.

Remind me of how good it is

To say once in a while please,

Of how sweet is an orange.

Remind me of something strange!

 

Life within

I once felt the curves of your body
But the traits of your souls are foggy.
I knew lust, I felt your bust
But I never made peace with the past.

As I am trapped within I lay awake
Trying to skate on a frozen lake
The reality gave me a shake
And now I cannot break.

Dictionary of a guilty man

Courage, life, birthday
Fame, hunger, stay
Lust, girl, never, had
Guilt,understand, me, sad

Lay down, feel, too, much
Forgot, wake up, touch
Lust again with snapshots
Of guilt, lots and lots.

You and me

Every winter I think of you
Then let the animal in me out
All has to get closer to the truth
I have to figure my life out.

The animal in me broke loose
Then you lit the fuse
I corrupted of my brain
As my circuits got wet in the rain.

I guess I am very egotistical
One in a million would be the figure
Thinking of getting fin and erratical
The more I see the more I can't figure.

Answer me

I could fall in  love with you again
If you would only let me
I could see through this nasty rain
If you'd kiss again the pain away.

I know that love and compassion
Give us all the answers
To an infinite passion
The particular attraction.

Left

One may find me free
Traceless sensitivity
Leave the play on fire
While you're fooled by a liar.


Break my bones in halves
Than put my legs on tho paths
Leave me walking inside
The I have nothing left to hide.

Mosneagul senil

Sunt cu barca infruntand
Valurile guilty ale unui gand
Spicuri cresc din inocenta
tanarului mergand la Florenta.

Gri si iar gri e culoarea apei
Strabatand pavajul estradei
De pe care cei in viata se arunca
La mal intr-o spelunca.

 

Constanta

Mergem cu trenul
Am luat izoprenul
Am ajuns: Constanta,
Da-mi chitanta!

Luptam impreuna
Pentru o lume buna.
Suntem arsi
La doi pasi
De iesire.
Da de stire
Ca suntem vii,
Suflete ciocarlii.

Mix

Lupta pana mori
Suntem toti niste sfori
Taiate undeva departe
Dar aproape de moarte.


Vrednic de tot amarul
Am noroc cu carul
Lipsa mea de respect
Pentru tot ce-i imperfect.

Time

Never shall I harm
Such a deep charm
I am exhausted now
Afraid of the now. 

Faith

Coming back
On the old track
Now I'm older
Now I'm wiser.


It's hard to be you
When every move

Is frowned upon
By a nasty clown.


It's hard to be you
When under collapse
What is the truth
If you cannot ask?

Leep of faith

I'm tired as hell
Single as a bell
In a huge hotel
Sleeping in hell.

Leap of faith in hell
Listen to the Jingle bell
Beautiful like Anabelle
Just listen, don't yell.

War

Eating food
Out of you
Eating raw
Goin' to war.

Sick

Sweet lady of flowers
With special powers
This picture is still
Like any other pill.

Left alone in madness
I realized nothing matters
After a mouse click
I found I was sick.

Noaptea depresivilor

Canta priveghetoarea
De ma apuca stupoarea
Am probleme cu memoria
Cum ai zis ca te cheama Horia?

Am fost ce am fost
Dar acum nu mai sunt
As fi vrut sa fiu profund
Dar cu ce cost?

Delicii

Se infiripa
ceva nespus
Venit de sus
Pret de o clipa
Am crezut ca nu-s

O risipa.

Canoane
Cenzura
O viata dura
Doamne
Da-mi peste gura
C-am toane.

Cosmarul

Cenzura, cenzura
Taci din gura
Fata vesela din vis
Eu pe tine te-am omis.

Cateodata in noapte
Cand se aud doar soapte
Iti vad chipul botit
Si imi trezesc trupul amortit.

Anaigroeg

In mine e o lipsa
Mare cat o elipsa
Lasa-ma in pace
Striga el rapace.

Suntem doi nori
Facand furori.
Sau culori
De alti Sori.

Intrebari grele
Multe belele
Crezi ca stii
Dar nu stii

Mi s-a facut

Am vrut sa ma simt bine
Dar mi-a fost lene
Am crezut in tine
Dar mi s-a facut lene.

Am vrut sa ies afara
Dar mi s-a facut lene
Am vrut sa ma trezesc
Dar mi s-a facut lene.

Street fire band

I can see through your beauty
I can see beyond all of my duty
I can see enough of us
As I ramble in a bus.

I can see you again my love
The only one in this waiting row
The perfect woman or dove
I can see now that I have grown.

Spectacles

I would have to tell you
How bored I am too
Lack of motivation
And of derivation.

The quantum me's dreaming
Like a laser that is beaming
Specs that reveal the secret
Of a long-lasting regret.

Let me please you

Last night I awoke
Full of bloody yokeThere's a cure for
What we call "dor".

Priceless princess
Leave me distressed
By your beauty within
I could never win.

Let the rain cry

Blood drips from my brain
Like drops of rain
Falling from the skies
Of someone who cries.

Lift me up into the heavens
With just one word I'll shout
Shooting down ravens
With a soundless thought.

Again and again

Yes I had the idea
Of the following three millenia
Next time when we see each other
You'll see in me another.

Gray days pass by
Don't leave me to die
Out of my worn
Soul I'm born.

Lay there

Briefly speaking
I'm leaving
Butterflies
All over the skies.

Rest my son
Sleep till it's gone
Never again
Will it rain.

N-am nevoie de banii tai

Ma pandeste moartea la fiecare pas
Ce mi-a mai ramas
Ma pandeste partea mea din tine
Pe culmi alpine.

Risipa clipa de clipa
Strang din gene
Si din pumni in pripa
In timp ce mintea-mi geme.

Lupta continua
Lupta perpetua
Simt cum ma asez
Si apoi ma urmez.

Leave me lonely

Come on tell me

How can I shake

Your ground beneath

Like an earthquake?

Uncensored

Risk gray woods red
Censorship in my head
Let alone the bloody
Bath of warm bodies.

Horror photos through
My mind like a proof
That we are not safe
Nothing left to save.

Let alone the winter
Snow like splinter
And hot neutrinos
Excite me like dildos.

Puciul de piatra

Pe undeva printr-o tara
O tara de ocara
Traiesc eu ca toti,
Mai mult morti.

Puciul de piatra
Vina sa-l bata
Capul in dureri
Inima in placeri.

Tricoul tricolor

Frica de destin
Impacarea-i un chin
Simti viata din plin
Esti iadul dormind.

Stupefactie, mirare
Toate cer aprobare
Lectii despre a fi mare
In Bucuresti nu ai scapare.

Lipsa de idei

Trec zile peste zile
Si ale tale
Zambile
Se usuca fara apa
Puncte puncte.

Simt cumva o lipsa
Si stiu ca o elipsa
Cat ar fi de rotunda
Nu e perfect fecunda.

 

I am

Thank you for making my worst dreams
Become reality when I was a teen
Lack of respect for your kind
And what you left behind.

I yearn for her peaceful bliss
I think I can see something
Now all the wounds have been healed
Changing a song brings a different view.

Lectia 0

Arta cremene fitil
Prunc batran copil
Grija pentru firmitura
Ce-ti umple gura.

Lectii sange si cenzura
Toata iti ies din gura
Frica, teama de sine
Asteptari proprii si crime.

GC

Hai sa ii punem cruce
Si sa vedem unde-o duce
Langa pat sa se culce
Cel cu somnul cel mai dulce.

Cand inima iti fuge
Lasa creierul sa indruge
Lasa taurul sa muge
Lasa prostul sa-l mulge.

Nightmares

Last night I woke with a nightmare
It was no more that I could bare
Not only that I didn't have the position
But I was also under demolition.

The nightmare of an artist is an empty page
For of a physicist it's the Coulomb gauge
For a policeman is a crowd with rage
For me is my personal... cage.   

Permutation

Listen to music
Your spirit is ludic
Find the heart
That was from the start.

Listen to your heart
Find the start
Your spirit is in the music
That is ludic.
 

Great beyond

Feeling free of guilt
But there's more to be built
This flame will be forever lit
I fell into one big pit.

What I want from the world
The world inside
Is to learn to crawl
Late at night.

Ce s-a ales...

Gustul ploii plange in mine
De-abia astept sa ma dau pe patine
Sunt singur dar mai multi ca mine
Nu pot sta unul langa altul pe o linie.

Sunt fraged scos din ecluza
Iar tu ma inspiri ca o muza
Cu ochiul tau de buburuza
Iti voi crapa a ta sparta buza.

Ruga pentru parinti

Oare ce mai ramane din mine
Daca imi ies din sine?
Mi-am asumat si caderea noptii,
Pe unde am fost stiu doar mortii.

Incep sa ard ca un rug aprins
Dar nimic nu va fi stins
Decat cu sangele meu
Sau de Dumnezeu.

Not mine

The beginning of my fall
Into one big black hole
Every now and then
I get back into my den.

Let alone the pain
I feel alive today
There's nothing left
After your theft.

Nerozia geniala

Ploua neincetat afara
Pare ca plange cu ocara
Si lumea din vechea gara
e din ce in ce mai rara.

Rasuflu neincetat fericire
Totul e o mica nestire
Mai scriu cate o poezie
Mai cate o nerozie.

Cand imi inchid usa
Eu inchid cusca
Spune-mi de ce taci
Oare te reincarci?

Path integral

The sour smell of old coffee
Creeps beneath my coffin
Lifting me up from the dead
Or from my dreamy bed.

Late at night you get inside
If I had you sooner by my side
I would have start to dream
And travel along my sunbeam.

Autumn leaves

Autumn's falling leafs
Flow through my riffs,
Leaving me restless
Within my joyful mess.


As I breathe the days away
I have only one thing to say:
Rest assured my friend
Broken hearts will mend.

Out on the tiles

Your pretty face ends tonight
This risky race ends this night
I can see but I can't feel
This night will be at your heels.

I've just felt the hell
You've been put through
Now you should yell
That there is no proof. 

The photograph

I'm short of a cigar
Like everyone in this bar
Leave my life pray for pride
And I'll be waiting outside.

Let alone the distance
We've done some romance
I once felt photos dying
In the fall of our eyes.

Being

I grew sick
Of this old trick.
Now I am fast
Nothing can last.

I did my best
When put to test.
Now I am free
Like other beings.

Not tall enough

Us two we are alike
Hitchhiked with a bike.
Sensors of heat all around
And you can't make a sound.

I did jump into the void
When I was just a little boy.
Now I'm scared of that fall
Although I'm more than tall.

 

Decipher this

I seem to be needing
A lot more than a needy
Or perhaps a greedy.

Little did I know
That this would grow
Getting me up from low.

Rezerva

Sunt din nou legat
La spital de pat.
Gardianul ma tine
Si imi baga in vine.

Grija mare la hoti,
Dormi daca poti,
Foame crancena
De paine ranceda.

Autocenzura

De mult ma apasa vina
Dar am aruncat-o
In groapa Glina
Datorita tie fato!

Suntem doi nebuni
Ce ne privim in ochi
Vazand doua ruini
Arse de propriul foc.

Nostradamus

Nu-ti mai scriu
Aici din sicriu.
Am fost mort
De la cord.

Dar vad viitorul
Si tot interiorul:
Nu voi mai fi
Peste un timp.

Rivalul

Timpul trece si uiti
O poezie scrisa
Si e o lege nescrisa
Doar pentru cei muti.

Au trecut ani de-a randul
Si uite ca ne aflam
Unde nici gandul
Nu-i prin vami.

Rivalul meu
Sunt eu
Daca explodez
Nu ratez.

It's hard

It's hard to let go
When you're under your law
Though I don't need yours
I just closed all the stores.

Love has come again
Knocking like drops of rain
Falling like water from
The skies of newborns.

Misterul

Am deslusit misterul
Porcul nu-i ca mistretul
Sunt zile de cand caut
Ca un fotbalist un fault.

Sunt zile de cand aud
Purple rain prin vise
Eu singur ma laud
De ce-mi sunt zilele triste?

The locked songss

The secret of our lifes
Rests there ahead
You never know when
You'll be cold and dead.

You could spin the bottle
And find out the truth
But I told you not throw
yourself over the roof.

Let's play a game
of russian roulette
And then listen
To my old cassette.

Tunul

Ma voi opri in anul viitor
Undeva in poiana cu dor
Am uitat de ce plangeam
Ca ploaia ce cade pe geam.

Suna putin trist ce o sa spun
Ca nu am avut nicicand un tun
Cu care sa-ti imprastii visele
La fel cum mi-ai zburat clipele.

Placerea

Sabii in mine patrund
Pana in mine-n fund.
Documentul nescris
Ca viata e un vis.

Lipsa  mea de respect
Aroganta mea de pret
Lipsa de personalitate
Sentimente regretate.

Tristesse

Listen to the rain outside
Then go inside and hide
There is a chance for
Getting through the core.

Get inside your heart
Reset it and then start
Play a game with her
And try not to be lured.

Frigida

Nu m-am decis inca
Daca sunt apa sau o stanca
Dar atunci nu sunt nici una
Asa ca nu mai fa pe laguna!

Trec ani si ma ingroapa
Intru peste tine in groapa
Sunt tot ce nu a mai fost
Si inca nu am nici un rost.

Broken

It hurts to decode this message,
Pack your fears inside the luggage,
Lift your self and take me away,
Forever or just for the day.

I'm possessive I know that
Sadness greets me with a hat
Under which I try to defend
But nothing works in the end.

heraldry

it's been a while since
I've been feeling like a prince
you know when and why
so don't cry!

Everything better to do

So he decided to speak
But he's a little bit afraid,
Afraid of not losing it
What he's learned yesterday.

Now he wants to get back
With the lesson that he keeps
in his bag-pack
In which he seldom takes a peep.

 

Least thing

Last day of august
It feels like Borat's Locust
With an endless tooth ache
For Christ's sake.


My father
says I'm a rascal
My mother
says it's natural.

Fara stapan

Batranul mi-a zis
Esti si tu
Un cuvant
Pe o foaie scris.

Nu esti dator cu nimic
La fel ca cel mai bun
Nespus: "nesupus"
In mintea ta ca un tic.
 

Feeling up

It's sunday morning
And it seems boring,
But now you came
Pouring in the pain.

It's the day of my life
you're spoiling for a fight.
I chase the mystery
Of your obituary.

Protection

How long will I punish myself
For being what's it's been left
For being me,
the one within.

I study this field
Because I like it
It's like a shield
To feel like me.

Paharul

Oh, prea frumoasa fata,
Ce nu mai esti ca altadata,
Fa-ma sa fiu tare in fata mortii
Caci te-am asteptat in fata portii.

Nu rade fiindca sunt unic,
Spune spiritul meu ludic.
Suntem toti o apa
Ce in pahar nu o sa-ncapa.

Lupte lirice

M-am straduit si asta nu e de colo
Aproape am jucat ieri polo,
Dar ce-i mai important pentru cei scunzi
E ca poti sa te ascunzi.

In izvorul cel secat
Am scuipat.
Acum cresc plante
Pe abruptele pante.

Climb up!

So that's how it's going to be
We are all falling into the sea
A sea that you cannot see
But wherein grows a tree.

If you have the right mind 
This tree can sometimes climb
Leaving all the wrong behind
In the abyss of our times.

not for you

Run away with the time

you still owe me a dime

run away and die 

sigh, cry and then fly. 

there is no one can help me

drama meets me within

do not reject me now

you mean old cow.

final fericit

M-am trezit peste noapte

cu nasul intr-o carte

si am trecut la fapte

cu idei despre moarte.

Oare cand

imi spun in gand

oare dand

pe gat un rand

voi ajunge

unde nimeni nu duce?

Coada de peste

Aceste vorbe nu-mi folosesc,
Dar voi incerca sa povestesc
Cum e sa lasi in coada de peste
Pe cineva care nu te iubeste...

Something has grown

Rain rain
Drain the pain!
I hope my boss
Will feel my loss.

Authority
Like lots of things
Tends to lock
Away the rock.


I want the world
To know
Me
As unique.

Betrayed

Sometimes I sit and ponder,
Whether life's beautiful, I wonder.
Because all that's left seems nothing
In this bounty of nature's findings.

I look in the safe
I lock myself in
Now I think I'm safe,
Betrayed by a being.

Sweet dreams

My soul is calling:
When will I be free
Like the rain falling
in an infinite sea?

I have to get in touch
With the one I left behind,
Hidden under this latch,
To be discovered this night.

Identify this!

Looking for the unseen
My brain seems to be clean
Afraid of knowing the clef
Of my fragile self.

Scos din priza

Nu sunt cea ce ei zic ca sunt,
nu voi fi ingropat sub pamant,
nu sunt ce ar trebui sa fiu
generalul procuror e zglobiu.

Vad fete ambalate frumos
de cate un dres mladios
prea obosit ca sa lucrez
eu doar asta o mai postez.

Non-narcisistul

Soarele intra-n odaie
Incalzindu-mi parul claie.
Soarele ca o  tigaie
Imi topeste inima de paie.

La apus de soare esti tu
Te vad si iti voi spune nu
Indreptandu-ma fericit
Unde nu-s privit ca ilicit.

Potentialul meu e unul
Si nu mai face pe nebunul.
Am facut un compromis
Si acum vei fi respins.

Haide Radu

Am pus cruce acum
Peste toate de atunci.
Nu mai spun "te ador"
atunci cand adorm.

E acum oportun
Sa pornim la drum

Pana in octombrie
Sau noiembrie.

Grija zilei de azi

Vino noapte
Dar pana atunci
Învață-ma sa merg
Sa nu ma înec
Pana atunci
O sa merg pe brânci
Ascult totul cum curge
Ajuta-ma sa ma ridic
Din acest nimic

The steeler

I don't want my future wife
To be the best compromise.
I must choose wisely
The best smiley.

I listen to Bob Dylan
And the soothing steeler
Comes steeling the pain away
Until tomorrow becomes today.

Positivity

I started writing from nothing
But I can't read what I wrote.
Negativity's nesting in your body
And spilling out your throat.

I haven't felt your touch in a while
And now I can run berserk
For a couple of miles
Until I'm up to my neck.

F

Am abandonat toate visele
Si aud acum cum trec clipele.
"F" este litera mea preferata
Dar sa nu o treci in erata.

Restul dintre noi sunt tarana
Iar tu esti o baba batrana.
Frica fricii frige forma
Festinul felurilor fata forta.

Valul

Daca vrei sa urci cu folos
Trebuie sa pornesti de jos.
Te voi copia parte cu parte
Exista viata si pe Marte.

Spui ca te vei lasa purtat de val
Dar nu stii ca valul e in mana ta.
Cand il strangi, valul se scurge
Prin locuri ascunse ajunge. 

Covorul de apa

Construit din Lego,
Sunt plin de ego.
Lasat in voie
Nu stii cat de gol e.

Sub covorul de apa
Pestii ma papa.
Sub acest val
Ma ingrop la mal.


Sunt lipsit de chef
Sunt lipsit de sef
Sunt lipsit de sarm
Sunt lipsit de stab.

Veneram mortii

Perfectiunea naturii
Ti-a dat tie nurii.
Esti sanatoasa
Ca o testoasa.

Sunt implinit
Totul s-a adeverit.
Totul a fost bine
Nimic fara tine.

Fonetisme

Acesta este blog sport
Ori poate blogspot.
El spuse "da" in san
Sau poate dansand.

Reguli rupte greseli
Sau poate te-nseli.
Lipsa ta de ieri
E lipsa ta de peri.

2000th poem

I am dead hair
I see red chairs
I am the voice passed on
To all my future sons.

I want to die of old age
To write another page
Of what seems to be
A joyful history.

Note

My anxiety,
In all my honesty,
Keeps haunting me,
I'm unsure of how I feel.

Pain keeps hurting me
With the last drop I sip
With the last lit beach
My mind can reach.

There isn't any best me.
Time kept on ticking.
In a glimpse I note
That I really fought.

Little song

She was so cunning
I lost all my money.
And drank all my blood
Until I had none for my rod.

My grandparents' flat
Was my place to chill
It was so shady that
You could start to feel.

Rima totala

De un an nu ai mai scris
Si te vad numai in vis.
As dansa un twist
Dar tot sunt trist.

Au trecut atatea secunde
De creatie fecunde,
Calatorind ca unde,
Particule rotunde.

The song

Let me step onto your side
Comb your pretty hair like
You've never been combed,
My love for her succumbed.

Sing to me the good night song
I've been waiting for too long
To hear the sound of a pearl
From the abyss of a lonely girl. 

Livid

Printre dinti imi soptesti
Ca nu ma mai iubesti.
Sincer as mai vrea
Ca vremea sa nu fie rea.

Ma bate gandul sa ma inchid
Dar nu tot ce-i in mine-i perfid
Tu ma ajuti sa nu fiu livid
Dimineata ochii-i deschid
Intrebandu-ma de ce
De ce totul trece...

Legea interna

Frunze cad toamna afara
Si eu am sanatatea precara.
Zeci de zile curg neinsemnat
Nici nu stii cum s-au adunat.

La anul o sa plec in concediu,
O sa ma descatusez cu litiu.
O sa apar sufletul din mine,
Ce s-a invinovatatit de crime.

Noapte buna

Incerc sa fac curat,
Cosmarul de zi cu zi
Sa-l pastrez sub pat
Pana cand ochii-i inchid.




 

Un like

Doar un like am vrut,
un gest atat de mic
ce-nseamna atat de mult,
ce-i drept: pentru un pic...

In aceasta viata

Daca omul de stiinta
Nu ar fi vazut ca o suprafiinta,
Daca toti am fi pasibili de greseli
Atunci am iesi din aceste temnite.

Am intelege ce ne tine inchisi
Si nu ne-am mai da asa usor prinsi,
Am trece dincolo de granitele cunoasterii
Am regasi seninatatea  pierduta...

Sun and Moon

Let me inside your head
You know I have bled.
You can make me feel safe
Like a lotion for sun bathe.

We'll survive as the weakest:
I won't let anyone beat us!
You booked the last room
With view at the falling Moon.

Programul

Telefonul meu s-a sinucis
Lasand pe un petic scris
Ca se arunca de pe raft
Ca a ajuns ultimul jaf.

Inainte de a plonja in neant
A vibrat puternic si alarmant.
Acum ii pun cruce si-l ingrop
Inima lui calculata a facut stop.

Ora 10:00 PM

Asta-noapte-s iar
Cuprins de vina.
Astept in zadar
Somnul sa vina.


Sunt lipsit de dorinta
Ce ma facea sa visez.
Visam cu toata fiinta
La ce tu nu poti sa crezi.

Three years after

Censor took over my spirit
And I can hear within me
The sound of a dying male
Much like a wrecked whale.

Letters are lately thrown
Overboard before we're born
We are soulmates for ever
When you hurt, you'll be better.

Let me say I miss you
Tomorrow I'll run nude
Through the streets:
Oh, how they spit!

Respect for the younger
I long to be smarter
Last but not least
I'm not a beast.

Toti suntem imperfecti

Blogul meu pustiu
Parca nu mai e viu:
Raspunsuri facile 
La intrebari dificile.

Am mai scris o strofa
Lina ca o vorba.
Am facut o rima
Incrancenata.

Interzis minorilor

In acest razboi crunt
Sanii tai-s gene bune.
Am aflat cum sunt
Femeile... ce nebune!

Numai in imaaginatie
Incerc sa-i regasesc.
Da-mi o mica felatie
In loc de "te iubesc".

Poza interzisa

Sanii tai carnosi
Tu in piept ti-i cosi.
Sanii tai mijlocii
De mine-s pustii.

Sanii tai, ce areole!
Doua sfarcuri minione,
Dar gata sa infrupte
Pasiunea ce-mi da lupte.

Doua baloane
Usor umflate
Doua patroane
Nereclamate.

Cravings

I need some pill,
Perfection to kill.
I only need a Xanax
To put me on tracks.

I need you so bad
That I'll get you right now.
Don't leave me behind
For somebody else to find.

Amor mort

Las pastila dulce
Gandul sa mi-l culce.
Pana la urmtaoarea intrevedere
Iti urez la revedere.

E cald, e sauna
Cainii au plecat din oras
Te-au lasat vaduva
Langa un faras.

Cu asta basta

O poiana verde scuipa un izvor,

Pajistea proaspata invartita de mori,

Cerul instelat doarme deasupra,

Casa mica de lemn e-n inima mea.

Frica mea omoara timpul misterios,

Totul pare a se fi intors pe dos,

Grija zilei de maine pentru paine

E purtata in bot acasa de un caine.

Si in timp ce-mi dau seama

Ca aproape s-a incheiat ziua,

Nimic nu mai poate fi reparat

Si o sa ma culc cu asta in aparat.

Rest

Tot zic ca o sa ne vedem
Cand tu poate ca ai prieten.
Imperfect inca o data
Pentru a mia oara.

Var incins pe plita alba
Mor aici pe scaun
Mor singur ca si tine
Mor acum iar.

Usefulness

I felt the sweet taste
Of meds in my mouth
Than I left in haste
To a place called South.

Now it's as if you're dead
And I'm the only one
Living in my head
From this day on.


At night things get "better"
And all there is now
Will disappear forever
Never to be again...gone!

Dodo

As vrea sa-ti cant un cantec
Si-apoi sa te iau la trante.
As vrea sa te descos
Cu parul tau sa ma cos.

 

Somnul dulce

Am fost indragostit de o mie de ori
Si voi mai fi de inca o mie de ori.
Te voi culca intr-un pat de flori
Voi canta unei cete de chiori.

Ma doare inima ce a ajuns in gat
Ma doare chipul tau de lut.
Sunt mii si mii de fete frumoase
Cu ele voi trage la aghioase.

Bad

I need a redhead
Right now
To give me head
Going down.

I need a sedative,
I need a felation.
It's an imperative
To be in a relation.

Sase Sase

Fetele isi aleg sortitul
Aruncand cu zarul.
Ele nu stiu ca le trebuie 
Noroc cu carul.

Inima mea e putin cam beata
Si a inceput sa dea din pleata
Inima mea trebuie sa decida
...cine ii va fi iubita.

Enigma

I wonder Chriss
If I can steel a kiss?
Come back
On my track!

Drive me somewhere nice
And tell me lies.
Rolling the dice
Won't buy us some time.

Heavy chest

When I drink coke
I listen to folk.
My brain longs
For some lungs.

Drain the bath
Choose your path.
Heavy breathing...
Now I'm leaving.

Uniqueness

I may say I am one in a six billion
Because I got over their opinions.
Still we are friends in hardships
Whom we outran in our lonely star-ships.

You didn't leave me,
I shall outlive it.
I am on of a kind,
A kind that I will find.

You and I

Let me tell you a story about a boy
Who sought the joy in all his toys.
Sucking the marrow out of your life
Is now what's left since he died inside.


He started to be afraid of his doings
As if they had been all wrongdoings.
Therefore he grew up to be an introvert
With more than nothing to assert.

He used to see himself as a guilty being
But lately he gained more trust in him
And now he's well, looking through the wall
That used to prevent others to break his fall. 

 

Imoral

Vad turme de oi prin imprejur
Devin paranoic si incep sa injur...
Sa injur in gand, iar tu razi
Aratandu-ti dintii flamanzi.

Am facut-o si pe asta
Ti-am luat nevasta.
Am baut destul venin
Din cupa de vin.

The mistake is ours

Blunt gray pencils write

God's ideas on a kite.

You fly with an unborn

Baby in your corn.

Felling asleep after a hard day

I don't know what birds say

About this flight without wings

And what tomorrow brings to beings.

Depresivii

Stau impietrit ca un bolovan
Si tu imi spui ca inca sunt bolnav.
Spui ca daca pica la pamant
Depresivii tot au discernamant.

Sinuciderea nu e o reusita...
As vrea sa ii vad inima lipita.
Tu spui fals ca lumea cealalta
E mai buna ca inchipuita vina.

Believe in yourself

I do not approve suicides
Is the conclusion I arrived at
After fighting for a long time.
I mention this is not a creed.

Everything can be repaired
Even if you are in lot of pain.
Hang on and don't give up
Don't fall into their trap.

If you can feel my pain
Why don't you die already
Instead of giving advices
To those that are still fighting.

Crushed

The sky will be bright
But not tonight.
I feel the guilt crushing me
And let her purify me.

Big mouth stroke again
And I lost all my friends.
When all I need is a hug
Perfection is the drug.


 

Grija si schija

Am fost print si cersetor
Si am descoperit usor
Ca perfectiunea partii
E precum coperat cartii.

Ma pregatesc de razboi
Fumand frunze de trifoi
Va fi cel mai mare taraboi
Stiu ca nu esti cu noi.

De pe cele mai inalte culmi

Bine te-am regasit prietene drag
De pe culmile de pe care poti culege un frag.
Curiozitatea mea fara margini
Va rupe orice fel de pagini.

Chipul tau de copila blonda
Ar putea invinge o anaconda.
Ti-as privi toata ziua acest chip
Ce nu va fi sters vreodata de timp.

Deloc abrupt

Nu m-am facut frate
Nici cu sfantul ce bate
Cand inima mi se goleste
Stransa de un cleste.

Sunt intr-o cursa
Cu timpul dusa.
Nu se stie ce-o iesi
Sau ce voi dovedi.

Am fost absent
De la antrenament.
Urcam destul de lent
Dar in mod fervent.

Acolo stau si eu

O sa vin maine dar nu promit

Am fost un fraier folosit

Lasa ca ne vedem peste o zi

Peste toate cenzurile pustii.

Plang ca un caine dupa tine

Amarnic a mai fost acest maine

Dar sunt liber de acest joc

Caci nu am facut nici un troc.

Acum o sa incer sa ma culc

Sa culc acel din mine prunc

Caci am trudit luptand

Si acum nu mai sunt plapand.

Popas in timp

Poza ta aduce a betie
Intr-un bar din Regie.

Zambetul tau onest
Este cel mai frumos gest.

Sunt ani si ani ce-au trecut
Si mi-e frica daca n-am cusut
Tot ce atat de mult a durut.
Eu am facut tot ce am putut...

 

Focul verii

Sanii tai sunt profunzi
Si n-ai cum sa-i ascunzi.
Sanii tai sunt doua lacrimi
Ce ma indeamna la patimi.

Dragostea ta mistuie
Ca focul verii ma biciuie.
Ai ramas asa cum te stiu
Te voi cunoaste intr-un tarziu. 

Opening my eyes

You are of a kind
Don't look behind
Go straight ahead
Get past this hell.

I screwed two pieces
Into the feet of Jesus
Now I'll wait five
And he'll be alive.

All that I do is less
When I'm stressed.
I was a blind vow
For a while now.
 

Unicitate

Sanii la vedere
Si apoi la revedere!

Fist of mind

I want to flow and let go
Of all that the soul throws
As the stream of tears
Move my heart of strings.

I felt like this before,
But I ain't taking it no more
You got to step ahead
The grim past within your head.

As I lay down at night,
Giving up the fight,
I wish the sheets were light
And everything was just right

Falling

Listen to the wind outside
And then start to glide.
Let yourself go with it
There's nothing it can't lift.

Blow into the whistle
And then won't you listen
To the sound of loneliness
As you fall into the nothingness.

Pomana

Am pierdut o saptamana
Am pierdut-o din mana
Am pierdut-o din stana
Am pierdut-o-n lana
Am pierdut-o ca pe frana
Am pierdut o luna
Am pierdut-o buna
Am pierdut-o...

Stie ea care

Ce mai faci Cristina?
Frezii in parul tau
Aprind lumina
Ce doar noaptea o da.

Am intrebat niste pictori
Cum arata niste nori.
I-am mai intrebat cum esti
Si pe cine mai iubesti.

Simt cum cenzura ma inchide,
Dar dintre toate fiintele,
Te mai intreb in amurg de zi
Oare cand ma vei trezi?



 

Pain

My eyes hurt
My teeth hurt
Everything hurts
And then turns
To dirt.

Praise the whole
Praise the world
The troll.
And Rock'n Roll.

Unfinished life

Chew the skin off my finger
'til I feel the pain in my fender.
You say things got brilliant
When you took some lithium.

My friend knows all the books.
She captured all my rooks.
Brave enough to die today
I list my goals so you can say:

Sweat sweet sugar on my strings:
Don't know what tomorrow brings.
I close the diamond inside
One day all of me died...

Crampeie din creier

Intrebarea cea mai simpla
Necesita o abordare ampla:
Oare ce mai faci?
Oare de ce taci?


Am impuscat o egreta
Am adus-o inapoi cu o creta.
Cu tine sau fara tine
Luna apare in mine.

Sunt inchis
De al meu vis.
Sunt prea trist
Si trebuie sa risc.

Trebuie sa mizez 
mirodenia ce-o prizez.
Sunt consumator
Tu esti doar un observator:

Imi furi maciiBai cu sacii,
Cand fumezi plante
Te tii de poante.

Mi-am trait tristetea,
Mi-am simtit tineretea.
In mine stau trei
Sub un falnic tei.

The invisible link

I promise you that my obsession
It's going to last forever or more,
Like an infinite reflection
Between mine and yours.

Disparaged, discouraged
The whole affair was staged.
I hope all will be forgotten
Like quests from kindergarten.

Programarea

Un robot fara buton de pornire
Nu are cum sa se mire.
Somnul naturii naste
Tot ceea ce iaste.

Pentru Cristina, stie ea care,
Ceea care e plecata peste hotare.
Nu ne-am nascut invatati
Deci sper ca nu suntem certati.

Friends in love

Each page is a second,
Each idea I abscond
Becomes my child
Of a sensible mind.

My blind eyes are hurt
Closed by the court,
Shut within my mind
To cry to death inside. 

For Cristina

I am so frightened to talk to you,
But all must come from me, it's true.
The rest is just dust in the wind
As is all that have just been.

I am not reversing time.
If I only could stop my mind...
Instead I slowly drift in tomorrows
That time usually borrows.

The source of joy

As for the weak...
Get ready for the new week:
The end in near again tonight
It's felt like a mosquito's bite.

Pain is just the other face
Of a two sided mace.
Left without your word
I couldn't afford.

As for the gone
You are one, hon'.
I'm free of your curse
I'm nearer to my source.

 

The Reflection Of/On God

I want to know what you thought
I want to know that we fought.
I give up today before sleep
But tomorrow we'll go deep.


Life is full of lessons and hardship
You weren't prepared for this trip
What I've found noone can find
Even in the depths of our minds.

Last but not least
There's a god at East
Though He's been hard
Dragging me through mud.

There's a god, on the exterior and interior
For all of you who've broken their mirrors.
Remember how you looked at your reflection
And you'll find forgiveness and compassion.
 

Cristina

Chipul tau bland,
Ochii tai neinruditi
Uitati de nu stiu cand
Intr-o carte cu eruditi.

Visata ca un mister
Ce nu-mi da pace,

Un raspuns iti cer:
De ce inima-ti tace?

Voi avea curajul
Sa las bagajul?
Sa-mi depasesc frica
Sa te cunosc Cristina?

Ud pana la piele

Cad picaturi de ploaie,
Cad cu mine pe vapaie.
Vad ceva divin ca plange,
Ma patrunde pana la sange.

Sufletul mi-l suflec
Sa nu se aude la scutec.
Aud bombele din apa
Cum groapa mie imi sapa.

Sa stau cu mine de vorba
Cand voi fi in forma
Cad si nu ma ridic
Si am uitat ce vreau sa-mi zic.

Rautate

De multa vreme sta scris,
De multa vreme neatins
Ca grija mea fata de tine
O dau afara acum din mine.

Ata scurta se rupe mai greu.
Piatra-n cercul meu
Ma opreste si tu razi
Ca al diavolului manz.

Relativity

All I know is that someday
It will all have gone away:
Imperfect from the start
To the final beat of my heart.

In all this flawlessness
You only left a mole on your chest.
Your perfectly round breasts...
All of what is, in fact, a mess.

Your body talks in pictures
Showing all your beautiful features.
You're somewhat mysterious
And I'm a little bit curious.

And all that was once in bloom
Now it's whispering the truth:
All may come for a second,
Soon to be an hour, I reckon.
 

Worth

I'm so far from it
I know I fell into my pit
From the inside it's hell
From the outside I'm well.

I ain't got nothing to prove
I don't need any of your boose.
Cause proving my worthfulness
Is dragging me down at my best.

Vid

Nu stiu ce sa fac,
Nu am vrut sa te atac.
Sunt inchis in vid,
In becul din zid.

Sunt mai departe
De ideile din carte.
Ma izbesc de zid,
Cad in al meu vid.

Nici un mister acolo

Visez ca viata mea se incheie
Intelesul ei a stat sub cheie.
Am facut din asta un sport:
Sa vorbesc cu cel ce-i mort.
 
Ma intorc speriat din drum:
M-ai chemat cu nu stiu cum.
Am facut din scrum fum
Apoi am cazut plumb.


Imi rulez cantecul in vis
As vrea sa aud inca un bis.
Voi stati inmarmuriti azi
De parca ati fi legati.

Not yet

There is some kind
Of a peace of mind
As I sink within
The places I've been...

There is a quiet room
In which I'm the only one
Can't call it my tomb
Because I'm not gone..

Strigator

Boala asta doare ca un cancer
Desi nu am avut niciodata cancer.
Orice om se chinuie dar asta
Nu-i mai rau decat daca i s-ar lua viata.

Ilogismul tau ma dezgusta
Isteriile tale narcisiste de fufa
Este singurul vers pe care ti-l mai scriu
Sper sa nu ne vedem pe alta lume mai tarziu. 

Greutatile la care sunt supus
Nu cred ca vin de undeva de sus.

Cantec de adormit fecioarele

Am descusut rochia
La fel ca pe Elodia.
Sunt un puscarias
Fara nici un urmas.

Vizite de la fete
Ele sunt fara pete
Ele sunt perfecte
Eu sunt o scumpete.

Meme

Suntem doar doua copii
Care vorbesc in dodii.
Sunt un pic visator
Un simplu muritor.

Stapanesc toata gama
Celor ce se taie cu lama.
Sunt putin in negru
Cand aud de reguli.

Totul este viu
Numai ce-i pustiu
Sta scris
A fi indecis.

De amintiri care dor
Nu pot sa dorm.
Cenzura ma opreste,
Imi da in crestet.

Scriu doua rime
Si devin meme.
Am luat pastilele
Ca sa nu-mi iau zilele.

Scriu un Luceafar
Dintr-un lagar.
Inchis ermetic
Sunt fara petic.

Am chemat procuratura
Ca nu rezolvam nimic cu ura.
Cu mine trebuie sa fiu direct
Dar nimeni nu e perfect.

Musca musca din mustar
Asa ca ma apar cu un fular.
E frig si ma incalzesc
Tu ma distrugi... cu un singur gest.

Evadarea

Trudesc in continuu
La moara cu gheata
Din apa unui fluviu,
Numit si viata.

Rasuflu incordat
Masina se destinde
Asezata pe un pat
Carat de omide.

Prieteni multi stau muti
Cand de la distanta puti
Firav incerci sa razbati
Printre cei de la 9 evadati.

Bleeding heart

Even though you know I'm weak
You're still such a dick.
I wish you were more sensitive
We broke and you didn't even felt it.

You were there with me all along
You kept me under the ground.
Now it's time to say goodbye
Cause you did me enough harm.

Dilema inchisului

Sunt iarasi pus in pozitia vinovatului
Printr-un mecanism al psihozei
veteranul de la marginea patului
Tintind  inauntrul ramei pozei.

Sunt pus in postura dovedirii
Ca mai pot trai acum
Sa cobor impotriva firii
Sa ma opresc din drum.

Supraeul

Voi incepe putin cate putin
Sa las greutatile ce cu greu le tin.
Vreau sa ma lupt pentru mine
Impotriva atator false vine.



Am invatat sa te descifrez
Acum pe mine am sa ma urmez.
A fost greu la inceput,
Dar si acum trebuie sa lupt.


Sunt liber sa ma culc acum
Sa respir fum din scrum.
Sunt liber sa te distrug
Sa te ard acum pe rug.

Cireasa de pe tort

Am hranit tantarii
M-am aparat de carii
E vremea de-noptat
Si de ingropat.

Trupul tau ferice
Lipsit de varice
Este divin
Asta-i umor fin.

Ecce Radu

Sunt o leguma in marea clocotinda
Cad din cer ca o ghinda.
Canta-mi o colinda
Lasa-mi o dorinta.

Sunt un jmecheras de cartier,
Baietas ce pierde totul de ieri.
Privind in viitor vad un cer
Ce se intretine ca focul in ger.

Sunt tot ce a fost mai demult
Degeaba ma mai ascult,
Degeaba ma mai insult,
Caut in mine ceva ocult.

Luna apusa

M-as zdrobi sub niste prostii
M-as inchide in niste colivii
 Toate sunt niste copilarii
Poti rade de sub bolid.

Trecand prin lume

Ai plecat timpuriu
Acum e tarziu
Nu mai plang
De pe jos ma strang.

Tot ce ai vrut
Atat m-a durut
Am vazut am invins
Am plecat neatins.

Peer to peer

Boys in the band
Throw me a hand
Don't let me down
You're my pronoun.

There's sand in my beer
There's sand in my rear
So much sand I can't stir
It's only me and the fear.

isterica

Daca mai apari in viata mea
Vreau sa dispari sub canapea
Vei simti greul ce m-apasa
DIN cauza ta fa proasta.

Izvorul nesecat

Lumea mi se pare mie
Vazuta prin ochi o mie
O strasnica comedie
Suflata intr-o papadie.

Voi ajunge pe drumul meu
Mai aproape de Dumnezeu
Voi ajunge primul
Fara sa fac plinul.

Inspiratia mea e fragila
Ganduri ce incap pe-o fila
Tot timpul nesigur
Din cerneala mai picur.

Ochii tai indrazneti
Sap in mine ca doua lopeti
Nici eu nu stiu de unde
Mai izvoraste un cantec.

Fish and birds

Fish are birds in the sea
Flying to anywhere you can see.
Birds are fish in the sky no doubt
Swimming in the tears you cry out now.

I got a little bit scared,
That's how much I cared.
Let me inside the cave
Where I don't have to behave.

You will be there for me
I know that from the bottom of my being
And we'll never met again
I know you are still my friend.

Tree sum

It seems I may have broke
From too many bottles of coke.
I should get away to the sea
I'll let you know if she's green.

Here's a thought about the world
I wouldn't be unique if I obeyed her
Therefore I'd change places with you...
I wouldn't pester you, but the world would!

dricul

Uita de tot si de toate
De pot cand te doare
In coate si nu mai moare.
Sunt grijuliu
Alarma face piu
Zori de zi
Nu vor mai fi
Intr-o buna zi
Nu vei mai fi.

Gata

Azi era sa intru intr-o mica belea:
Nu stiam ca atunci cand vrei ceva
Si altcineva vrea acelasi lucru
E suficient sa te uiti primu'....

...si gata!

vise grele sau usoare

Noapte buna,
Tie Luna!
Dormi la etaj
Sau e un miraj?

Sunt un domn
La papion.
Suntem doi
Batuti de ploi.

Frumoasa criza
Te bate ca o briza.
Arde piciorul
Pe tot covorul.

Inchid tot acum
In momentul oportun.
Sunt din nou ce sunt
Departe de trecut.

2009-2015

Nu mai e nimic de facut,

Am facut tot ce-i placut.

Totu-i perfect si las asa

Inainte fiinta mea gresea.

Au trecut sase ani de lupta

Iar realitatea mea rupta

M-a invatat ca supravietuiesc

Printre oameni pe care-i urasc.

Hrana pentru suflet

Sunt surpins cand spui
Ca poti sa ma rapui.
Sunt surpins cand vad
Ca-n inima-ti e prapad.

Nu ma voi razbuna acum,
Ci las timpul sa te ia din drum.
Caci veninul tau este si va fi
Ceva din care sigur iti revii.

Sigur pe mine ca niciodata.
Sunt cel ce s-a arata-n arta.
Decat sa te las sa ma intorci
In cocina ta de porci,
Mai bine te astept in vid,
Acolo unde o sa te inchid.

Cool

There is something about you
That doesn't get me through the blue.
Yesterday I wanted to be cool
Now I swim in your pool.

Cutting the crap in two
I realized you were pooh
And I was just a fool
Waiting to be cool. 

Dreaming of me

I threw words at some authority
Now I have to talk to some deity.
After all, I wanted to defy...
Excuses are not for the shy.

The authority does not exist,
You have to take this risk.
But who am I to tell you
What is really the truth?

We aren't here to fight,
To hardly dream at night
Of things we can't grasp,
Dreams of a forgiven past.

Patima banilor

Ma simt singur si mahnit
Sufletu-mi este lihnit.
Paranoia este prietena mea
Iar tu vei da de belea.

Constiinta te va prinde
De membrele-ti putrezinde.
Nimic nu-mi sta in cale
Iar tu te zbati pentru parale.

Lit pit

I did my research for today
It's going to rain with dismay
Like in any other day of may
I'll be hunting with some clay.

Free of being bullied by you
I noticed the pain going through
Leaving me in front of it
Never again falling into my pit.

My heart

I have no escape inside:
There is no place to hide.
You know all my secrets
For me you are the fittest.

Listen to my music!
Listen to my heart
After she took it
Without a goodbye.

Din mine

Vantul citeste niste pagini dintr-o carte:
E o poveste la care el ia parte.
Draga de tine asteapta cuminte
Ciorba de linte facuta de mine.

Langa un colt de strada
Lumina pare putin cam fada.
Eu sorb fiecare clipa dupa tine
Si simt ca vreau sa ies... din mine.

Minte-ma urat

Verde albastru do sol re
Sufletul meu e cu rupere
Frica creste la maxim
Cand iau un taxi.

Ajung la sufletul doi
Suntem doar noi
Am fost cate trei
Cand mergeam la femei.

Alb rosu

Cad crengi din vazduh
Eu imi dau ultimul naduf.
Sangele alb se fereste
De cel ce iubeste.

E atat de frig si cald
Ca in amintiri ma scald
Alb sau rosu sangele
Te fereste de rele.

Indiferent

Au trecut zile si nu ai mai scris.
Sunt vechi in trupul tau promis.
Lăsa-ma sa cant din când in când,
Sa fiu curios ca un copil flamand.

Sunt lângă crucea ta si-s amarat,
Toți ne întoarcem in pământ.
Ar vrea sa te socoate nebun
Cand tu ești prea profund.

As vrea sa te țin in vitrina
Sa te prețuiască praful din lumina.
Singur nu pot trece peste
Tot ce îmi joaca feste.

Ranced

O sa ma cufund adanc
Jos sub pamant.
Te voi astepta acolo
Sa vii cu briza sau solo.

Tind sa devin inutil
Si inca sunt copil,
Dar cei ce fura
Ma manjesc de ura.

Dreaming aloud

Dragul nostru Einstein
A ascultat Rammstein
Inainte de introspectie
Si dupa revelatie.

Our beloved Einstein
Listened to Rammstein
Before the introspection
And after the revelation.

Laxativ

Ai ajuns la 18 ani
Si nu ai deloc bani.
Vrei sa-ti dai hainele jos
Si sa uiti de tot ce-a fost.


Stii ca iubesc la superlativ.
Gelos ar fi cel mai bun adjectiv.

Mi-e frica de a fi subiectiv,
Tu ai ceva diferit, un motiv.

Ordinary romance

It seems as if I died
Clean my brain
With soap or Tide
So I wash away the pain.

Did anyone have to feel
Damn fucking hell?
Did you kneel
Before you completely fell?

It's time to go on!
Nothing is for sure
Nothing is done
But you know the cure.

Nothing

Trails of tears fall to the ground,
Letter typed as math unwinds,
The only time when feeling down
Is when two soul-mates unbind.

Rainbows wash the sky in colors,
Reality gets blurred in my eyes
That get filled with horrors
Nothing really sighs and dies! 

The safe

Fingers cut through the cloudy fog
Something's  making me drag along.
All my years have passed... isolation,
Let me not drift into temptation.

Tired of asking the same questions
Every deleted memory creates tension
I should make peace with myself
Open up to the only world I kept safe.

Lucky me

I may have been unlucky to get this disease.
I'm afraid my mom should live with it too.
And there are things I have to live with
As hideous may it seem this truth.

I am lucky for the job I have,
I am lucky I can be of help
For close ones and for the rest,
I am lucky to be myself.

Latest last mood

Unfinished book of poems
Cannot escape time's rodents.
Self-mending broken hearts
Assemble from spare parts.

Lately I've been no one else,
Trying to distinguish from the rest.
Excuse me if I may seem rude
It's just a passing phase or mood. 

Come to mind

Please don't mind
If I make some errors,
Lively tags to my heart
Of a past in terror.

Hell seems the escape
To a self-doomed one.
Even if I feel raped
I'm certain it's all gone.

Fear, in what has been,
Fear of pain beyond words,
Jailbreak isn't for the weak
If the inflicted one hurts.

My dear love

My dear love I wait for your touch
As I'm waiting for a naked lunch.
Free poems fill the books at present
Letters are black, white or just absent.

Let your soul open after the weekend
Because there's nothing wrong with this trend.
Feeling like a stone at the bottom of a river
You keep dragging on towards me with fever.

Psychosis

What does it take

To melt a snow flake?

The shortest path

Is to do the math.

Friends are lonely lovers

Waiting on their lucky clover.

Pain awaits around the corner

So we remain silent mourners.

Les invalides' apses

Having only one hand
To dip it in the sand
I want you to see
For the first time the sea.

You were blind from the start
And it breaks my heart
I light your rear synapses
All are a few lapses. 
. 

Necenzurat

Ceaiul verde imi macina creierul
Si apoi incep sa cand ca greierul
Frunza verde ceai de ora cinci
Alergatul in iad descult de opinci.

Frige lemnul incins de mor
As vrea sa te am in dormitor
Tradatorul asculta barfa
Iar ea fuge precum tarfa.

Lit in the streets

Lit by my desire to self-destruct,
I was the one who passed,

Falling down a hill too abrupt,
Away into the distant past.

You took care of me
By keeping others away,
But you couldn't save me
From myself along the way.

Heavy load

I so very happy

I got a reason to live

I used to be sappy

Now I got reasons to live.

When I thought the road

was over

I got a rover

For my heavy load.

Last stop

I caved in on myself last night.
I gave up without a fight,
but no matter how hard you try
I shall always take my side.

When you think about it now,
Everything we've done
it's already gone.
To a delicate soul like ours
A second of fun
Is like hours.

The longing

They dissaprove of my self induced trance.
Little did they know that I loved once

My mother hopes in elation
I'll meet her expectations

My soul is trying to escape
This self harm or rape,
The abuse I swore
Won't get me torn.

Find the time!

Thinking of you all the time
I lost my mind
and the track of time
Were you yourself all this time....

...or did I think of someone I can't find.

Will you be this kind
To give me some glue to bind
the pieces of my heart and mind.

Group photograph

Stii ca nu e deranj
Cand ai in cap melanj.
When it's monday
I cry for my baby.

Stii ca "tristesse oblige"
Cand ai prea multe griji.
I'm not always morose
But when I am, I pose.

The crane

 If I had a final wish
I would want to be sane
To live like the fish
High as a crane.

Red dirty socks fending
My love for you is pending
Prick moves further along
Growing long and strong.

Start all over again

Here, in this dusty old room,
Lives a lonely groom.
Rest assured he's broken
His heart is now colder.

Feelings of self harm
Arise now and then.
If he still had a heart
He'd start all over again.

He's been abused years ago
So now he's a firestarter.
Blood and drugs flow
To his heart since the slaughter.

noua

Si ploua si ploua
La spitalul noua
Peste sufletele noastre doua.

Star Trek

Privirea-ti blanda
Nu trimite la osanda,
Ci vrea sa ascunda
O vointa fecunda.

Visand cu al meu pantec
Ochii-ti plini de farmec
Parca spun un cantec
Ori un film ca Star Trek.

Regula 4

Daca o sa am noroc
O sa trec si de varsta de foc
Si o sa impusc dintr-un foc
Doua depresii cu acest rock.

Povara ce-o duci merita atentie
Stiu ca te afli in propria detentie
E important sa inveti o lectie
Si sa scapi de aceasta infectie.

Present

Fresh morning again
Free of the burden and pain
For nearly six years
I've been crying tears.

Let the fire be lit
Let the present sit
Past is well gone
Let's have some fun.

Hultanul

Sunt de ieri rupt
In engleza broken
Din câte vezi lupt
Mi se rupe de lunga.

Am curaj cu carul
Nu îmi spui ce sa fac
Valorez mai mult ca dolarul
Fundul tau e cu sac.

In sine

Vad întunecat
Dar am agonisit
Si am învățat
Pisica a goni, zat!

Frica apare când
Ma las plapand
Lupta pentru tine
Frumos in sine.

Noaptea plopilor

Vino noapte, cazi!
Peste plopii fazi.
Alergic la puf
Vars acum naduf.

Vino noapte, cazi!
Peste plopii verzi
Vino noapte azi
Cand zorii-i vezi!

Vino noapte odata!
De visez la vreo fata
Imi curge o secretie
La o prima inspectie.

Vino noapte azi
Plopii-s pe aragaz.
Ei se leagana-n vant
Hai inalta-ma frant!

Vino noapte, cazi
Poarta-ma somnul azi
Dorm ca un peste
Ca nu mai iubeste.
 
Noaptea plopilor
Ziua mortilor
Noaptea ploilor de vara
In curand are sa moara.

Prietenul tau

Prietenul tau e un dobitoc
Sunt destui d-astia pe stoc.
Nici nu stiu cum sa-ti zic,
Prietenul tau e un tampit!

Mai am un singur dor acum
Chiar de m-am oprit din drum
Si am inceput sa ma consum
Am baterii pentru inca un drum.

Hanging with doubt

Hanging on the past
The past is hanging on me
So I hang from the post
I hang from me like gravity.

I don't think I can go on
Nothing is left now
If love is gone
Wait, I'm in doubt.
 

"Epopeea continua"

Pana acum sunt pe locul doi

Ca intotdeauna nu-s de soi...

Imi vreau sufletul inapoi..

A fost tarat prin prea multe ploi.

Cateodata imi vine sa sparg ceva

Si tot eu sunt cel ce da de belea.

Se zice ca asa cum traim iubirea

Asa ne negociem inapoi toata firea.

Prietenii mei nu ma recunosc

Cea la care visez ma ia de prost.

As scrie ceva incurajator

Dar inc-astept la semafor.

Naduf

Oare voi reusi vreodata
Sa te intorc mai fata
Din drumul tau alene
Noaptea peste gene.

Sensibilitatea mea e nula,
Nu ai vrut decat o pula.
Tot ce sunt eu este nul
Si pe tine te doare-n cur.

Valjean

I have to say
You're quite the pray
But I'm gay
So it's not your day.

Listen to Jean Valjean
He's the man
When it's hot outside
He's cold inside.

 

Wide awake

It's a fight I must win
And only if I could sleep.
I would dream
Of all these wasted years.

Late night I'm still
I wait for the pill
To kick in and kill
All that I now feel

Wait for me

Wait for me 

My dear

Free

Of fee.

Let your hands down

Don't frown

Don't be gone

Wait for the pun.

Last summer

Oh well it looks like
I should take by bike
Out for a ride
In the night.

Oh well it's chilly again
It's summer and no chance of rain
I'm here all alone
Waiting in vain for your call.

sleep

I'm tired as shit
But still can't get no sleep
In a hole in the ground
Is where I'll be found.

Lust is like hunger
Love lasts longer
When coming back
You miss the actual track.

Nobody reads this

I fall in love everytime
The tears pour out of the glass
When I think of suicide
I'm as worthless as our past.

Thirsty again for alcohol
I see you with the evening call
Your once empty hole
Are now full of hope.

Broken down

Get away from me english
Is there anything you wish?
Pretty blonde hair
We would make such a pair.

But you don't read me
Would you fit me?
You don't know me
We've been pinned

The film is there with you
But you don't know the truth
You are the idea of perfection
Which broke under a close inspection.

Failure

Glossy gray stuff underneath
Are you sure I'm just a myth
Pain is nothing new for me
Abuse is past so how do you plead?

Blood drops are falling through cracks
Letters are getting wet on their tracks
When you listen do you hear
That the Moon is getting near?

Lonely lover

See through th virtual fame
There's no one you can blame
Rest assured there's heaven
But not before eleven.

Fresh to drink again
I was sinking in the pain
My guilt was taking over
The only lonely lover.

Give

Give me freedom
Over my tombstone
Rush into this shit
Falling into the pit.

Give me shame
Give me death
Give me wealth
Give me pain.

...or die

Listen to the law
Don't even move your jaw
Listen to what they say
Anytime but not today.

Pistacho for dinner
Will help you get thinner
At the precise time
You will finally dine...

Poate am sarit calul

Poate am sarit calul
Poate ca m-a luat valul
Nu am nevoie de guma
La versurile pentru Luna.

Ioana

You are beautiful and shy
Like the light in night-time
I'll give you all of my love,
The rhyme of no word.

You make something
From nothing.
I'm the creator
Of a perfect traitor.

De Paste

Frumoasa primavara
Ne trage acum afara
Sa ne uscam lacrimile
Ce ne-au udat patimile.

Fara impacare
in Duminica mare
Sarbatorile pascale
Nu dau doua parale.

Me and you

What about the music
You aren't prepared to lose it
You are good,
This is the truth
Though it seems to elude..
                                    You!

What about the math
What about your path
Don't throw them away
I want to hear you say:
                             Not yet!

Pick me

One that does not know me
May say I got two fighting selfs
But this is wrong since
There is peace where they dwell.

Leave me my guitar and a pick
And I'll be all day sick.
I'll show you a trick
And a new lick.

Rest

Listen to me
After you feel!
Don't listen
To their reason.

Don't stress
There is no test
You are the best
Nothing comes to rest.

Parenting

I'll stop for a minute
Recollect the music in my spirit,
Listen very hard
To every beat in my heart.

For all of you parents
Don't be shy with your offspring
Tell them the truth
Do you love them too?

Night flight

I shall go ahead and forfeit
The flame has been lit
There is no fight
Without a flight.

I may have been weak
I may have reached my peak
Turn the page again
Let it all be washed by rain.

Or maybe not?

I just realized that it
Isn't any other than me
The one that writes the poetry
Of a lonely being.

Now I wake up with you
And I go to sleep with me
When the pills kick in
I ask what is the truth?

Pana de idei si rana la cauciuc

Incerc sa ma ridic,
Dar nu pot asa din nimic
Si parca tu iti permiti
Sa ma cauti la dinti.

Nu am timp de nimic
Iar tu ai sa ramai pitic.
Totul ramane in trecut
Si am terminat de cusut.

La cules

N-am prieteni si nici copii,
Raman dator cu 10 mii.
Prietenii trebuie sa-i fac
Daca nu m-au facut ei deja.

Parintii nu pot sa-i fac ca pe rime
Fiindca ei m-au facut pe mine,
Dar pot sa culeg artificii de pe cer
In timp ce altii stelele le cer.
 

Numai cum

Esti mai frumoasa imbracata
Nu vreau sa o luam de la capat
Dar va trebui, draga mea fata
Sa incepem totul inca o data.

Toate bune si frumoase cand uite
Cineva te vede imbracandu-te.
In mijlocul actului suprem
Aud numai cum zanele gem.

Low

My soul mate is dead by now
So why bother to find her now?
Instead of searching I will wait
And try not to take the bait.

Your breasts are so perfectly round
Your innocent body is what I found.
Fear not the genius that's in love
He will not go with the flow.

Goi

As vrea acum cuvinte noi

Sa cada din plopii goi

Sa rămânem doar noi doi

Te-am găsit in umerii Moi.

Oare ce mai faci tu acum

Când totu-i numai fum

Dero peste suflet e ca

Cel ce îți muta mecla

State of mind

I'm expecting a lot of joy.
I don't have any choice,
But to wipe my tears off
And start to laugh.

Ranile vesnice

Vad sangele cum curge
Si cred ca imi ajunge.
Vad lumea prin rana
Pe care mi-a facut-o vina.


Vad ca trecutul e mort
Nu mai e decat un decor.
Insa viitorul se implanta
Acum in fiecare tampla.

Pristine

There is no connection
Under a short inspection.
Future is coming fast
Covering the bleeding past.

Bring me the screwdriver
I'll pretend to be MacGyver.
I forgot to turn me off
When I started to laugh.

Future events lie ahead
Bleeding past is getting red.
Look beneath the skies
Not everyone dies.